Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Close, but yet so far away

My fantasy mom is slowly disappearing.  It takes time, and support, from those around me that really understand and love me.

She is still alive, she has not died, but the reality is, she has.  She will never be.  She never existed, only in my mind.

This will take a lifetime, its a slow process.  You have to be strong, clear about your expectations.  If you cant get anything back in return, what is the point?

Fantasy birth mom will eventually be just that.


  1. What a sad truth to have to deal with. I'm sorry.

  2. Thanks. It is a sad truth, one I wished I was not faced with.