I have decided to take a break. After losing my dad and now my mom is ill, I think it best if I take a break from blogging for now.
Its amazing how much adoption affects a persons life, when family members pass away the issues of adoption are alive and painful. It also amazes me how many people involved just brush it all off, sweep it under the carpet. There is nothing to be done, for now. Its heartbreaking, realizing what I will never have, the things I've wanted for so many years are so far away, just out of reach. Debilitating to a point, the desires and wants I have, that I now realize I can never attain in this lifetime.